soul mate

every angel has his soul mate... it`s possible that humans have too? i don`t know... after all, i`m not even a human... i`m just someone lost between earth and hell... maybe one day i`ll find my way, my destiny.... maybe one day, i`ll know what is full hapiness... for now... i`m desapointed with myself... i`m a fucking moron... i just hurt the ones that i love... sometimes a think « how would be the life of my friends if i never existed?»... i don`t know... i would like to know.. if someone knows the answer please let me know... i don`t knowwhat`s happening to me... maybe i just don`t care... after all... live by the rules... blame the game not the player... never fake a tear... it hurts more to forget than to forgive... some ideas... but... none of them are totally right.... why? that`s the human way...